Even though it’s already a third of the way through July (where is the time going?!) it’s time to announce my July Food of the Month!
Like many picky eaters, green veggies have never truly appealed to me. Sure I learned to like lettuce and spinach when salads were the only thing I was willing to try, but that’s as far as I was willing to go. As for green beans, peas, brussel sprouts, asparagus, broccoli, you name it, I stayed far away from those! But it was hard not to notice the pattern of these kinds of greens showing up to my favorite foods at restaurants. Like peppers, I figured this was a sign that I should maybe/possibly/kinda/wanna focus on green beans because they’re almost always part of a meal. But I definitely need picky eater-friendly recipes to do so.
Drew was the one to bring up the idea of me trying green beans as one of my foods of the month. I once tried Szechuan green beans at a restaurant per a table mate’s urging and kind of liked them. Side note: this was the second time I ever met this person and first time I ever ate with her. She had no idea of my picky eating so I let her “encouragement” for me to try them slide.
Drew has a recipe he thinks I’ll love, but I have to be honest I was nervous when he first brought it up. But then he revealed how he well he knows me.
I believe our conversation went something like this:
Drew: I have a green bean dish I used to make all the time that I think you’ll like!
Drew: They’re cooked completely in bacon!
Me: 🤤 OK, fine.
I’m a firm believer that bacon makes everything better. It might not be my Noom coach’s opinion, but I won’t back down!
So, the very first recipe I plan to make and try in July is Drew’s bacon green beans! After that I’m going to try out similar recipes to the Szechuan green beans I tried before, then probably go for some fried green beans. I really don’t have a desire to try fried green beans, but I’m sure it’s one way for parents of picky eaters to give to their child. So I’ll follow suite and send along any tips I come up with! I’m thinking a hot dipping sauce will be a good sidekick for these beans.
If you have a green bean recipe you think I’ll love, leave a comment or link below! I’d love to see what you guys are cooking for your picky eaters. Just one request, no green bean casseroles! Even if I liked green beans I would probably ask to skip that dish 😅
There I was, sitting in the Lobkowicz Palace in Prague waiting for lunch to be served. I should have been enchanted with the idea of eating a meal in a historic palace half way across the world, I mean COME ON who doesn’t want to be served in a palace?! But instead I was filled with dread because they just announced the meal: beef goulash.
I had no idea what
it was, but I pictured brown, indistinguishable chunks of meat floating in
brown broth, and I felt nauseous. I immediately hated palaces and all who
cooked in them. To make it worse, my trusted meal buddy, Cassie, who
understands my “particular” eating habits was in a completely different room
with a table of friends who wouldn’t push her to try anything new if she didn’t
want to. But I made the mistake of admitting I had never tried beef and didn’t
want to. My table mates wouldn’t let me off the hook that easy.
For at least five
minutes my table mates suggested some interesting psychotherapy of how I could
trick myself into actually liking the beef when I tried it. Anything from
pretending it’s another food to saying “it’s just food! The worst than can
happen is you won’t like it, that’s it.” Well, as noted in my first post, not
liking a food I try is one of the worst things that can happen to me.
The food was served
and didn’t look anything like the floating mass my fears cooked up in my mind.
There were three pieces of (I assume) well-cut beef in a gravy with potatoes.
So, finally I gave in and tried it. And guess what? No matter how much I tried
to pretend it was chicken or plug my nose (super classy way to eat in a palace,
I know) and swallow quickly, I didn’t like it.
Yes I was
disappointed that I didn’t like the beef, but I was honestly more relieved that
the conversation was over. No one was pressuring me to try the potatoes because
I lied and said I liked them but wasn’t too hungry so I was fine not finishing
them. In reality I was fighting back the urge to gag from the salty taste left
over in my mouth and counting down the seconds until I could sneak out one of
my protein bars.
I need to stop here and say I don’t blame my table mates for doing what they did. It’s what most, if not all, people do when they hear about my picky eating. It’s just that I was so over the conversation before it happened because I’ve had that same conversation hundreds of times throughout my life.
Looking back, from
the very start of this meal I was set up to fail. I let my imagination get away
with me, ultimately making me more anxious and fearful of whatever plate would
be set in front of me. I let others press me to try something I was very, very
nervous about and had absolutely no desire to try. And I wasn’t even proud of
myself for trying to food. That’s the biggest failure in my mind. It probably
doesn’t seem like a big deal to most people, but trying something so outside my
comfort zone should have been an exciting moment for me. It should have been
something I look back at and be happy that I gave it a chance. But I don’t. I
look back at the meal and wish none of it had happened. I honestly don’t even
remember what we did the rest of the day because that meal stands mars the day
as a negative memory.
You see attention,
stress, and peer pressure is not the way to convince someone to try a food
they’re terrified to eat. It sets them up to fail. The more anxious someone is
to eat something the much less likely they are to like it. Parents of picky
eaters, how many times have you sat in front of your crying kid at the dinner
table, making them stay there until they tried the food on their plate? Of
those times, how often did they actually like it?
I’m not telling you to not encourage your kids to try new things, even if they’re adamant about not wanting to try it. I’m saying the approach to convincing someone to try the food they’re terrified of eating has to change. If they’re scared, crying, cringing, or worse, then it’s time to connect with them. Say “Hey, I know this is really scary for you, but I will be so proud of you if you try just a tiny bite of this beef. That’s all you need to try, a tiny bite. If you like it, then great! If not, that’s ok. You don’t need to like it, but you should really give it a chance.” That will make a huge difference in their willingness to try something new.
Now parents, it’s
time to get real. I can’t tell you how much I see that common trope of the
crying kid at a dinner table with the domineering parent telling them that they
can’t go to bed if they don’t eat everything on their plate. If you find
yourself in this situation then you need to stop and ask yourself if you want
them to try to food because you really want them to like it, or if you want
them to eat it because you told them to eat it? Are you trying to help them
learn to like more foods and expand their palate, or are you trying to teach
them who’s boss? I’m sure once you answer this question your opinion of them
trying new foods will change for the better.
to Create a Positive Space for Trying New Foods
Parents of picky
eaters, if there’s anything you get out of this blog I hope this is it. You
must create a positive atmosphere to increase the chances of your child liking
a new food.
Don’t put the child on
display while trying new foods. As you’ll see later, for me I absolutely hate it when people stare at me when
trying new foods. It’s so uncomfortable and makes me want to abort
Don’t give them the ultimatum
that if they “don’t try the food, then they’ll lose dessert, go to bed
early, need to stay at the table”…you name it. That immediately increases
the fear they are already experiencing and decreasing any positive vibes
they may have had towards the food.
Don’t say “you’ll never know
if you don’t try it!” I hate that saying. Not because I think it’s wrong,
but because it’s so overused it has completely lost its power and meaning.
I’ve personally heard it thousands of times over my 27 years on this earth
and it’s changed nothing for me. Just stop.
If they don’t like the food, don’t say “well you only tried a little bit” or “really? I thought you’d love it!” That makes the eater feel wrong and guilty, not encouraged to try something else. I have felt wrong for years because I don’t like foods. It is an awful feeling that has literally left me crying on a bathroom floor on a missions trip praying that God would finally take the picky eater out of me (that story is for another day).
Do give them the option of trying a new food. Yep. The OPTION. This gives them the feeling of control and, hopefully, comfort at the table.
Do encourage them to play with the food without the expectation that they then must try it. I don’t mean throw it across the room. But move it around with their fork, pick it up with their hands, look at it at all angles. For me personally I don’t like surprises in my food. The more I can examine or investigate it, the more comfortable I become around it.
Do explain to them what kind of food this is like in relation to what they already like (for instance, pulled pork is like pulled chicken because the texture is the same and the taste isn’t too different, especially if covered in BBQ sauce).
Do tell them that it’s okay to not like the food. If they try it, that’s good enough.
I truly believe this is essential to trying new foods. If you are the picky eater, don’t let pressure or stress be the driving force behind your decision to try a new food. That only sets you up to fail. Instead, only try foods around people who are patient, understand your picky eating, and aren’t looking to be “the ones” who convince you to try a new food. Those kinds of people aren’t looking out for you and your growth, they’re looking for a win for themselves.
I typically only try
new foods with my fiancé, Drew, my former roommates who have seen me eat daily
and know my struggle, my immediate family and some close cousins, and Cassie —
you’ll hear a lot about Cassie in the future. We bonded over the fact that we
are both picky eaters and quickly became each other’s safe place for any and
every meal in college. When I try a new food, they all know not to stare at me
as I try the food. They do watch me, but it’s different from staring. When
watching, it’s the same as if we were in a normal conversation. By staring, I
mean no blinking, watching my every move, and waiting for my reaction the
moment it happens. That’s soooo disconcerting. I don’t like being the center of
attention, especially when I try new foods. So when I feel like I’m being
stared at I get nervous and the classic signs of ARFID go overboard. My throat
closes up and I get hot and sweaty. This discomfort often translates to my
opinion of the food, setting me up for failure.
Please be patient
with your picky eater. The best way to encourage trying new foods is being encouraging. This means having a calm,
kind attitude and understanding if they don’t like the food the first, second,
fifth, or tenth time around. Just because you like it doesn’t mean they will,
and that’s okay.
As I said in last week’s post, I have dealt with picky eating my whole life. It went beyond pure childlike stubbornness (though I don’t doubt I was guilty of doing that once or twice in my life) and didn’t end after I got out of my parents’ home and into the adult world. This felt wrong. Being a college student with school-made meals should have pushed me to eat different foods simply because I was too hungry not to eat! I should have been more comfortable with trying new foods at this point, something that became increasingly apparent to me when I went on a trip to Europe and half my suitcase was packed with protein bars, crackers, dried fruit, and more American snack food. I was that typical American that didn’t want to try another culture’s food, and that really bothered me. But, I felt stuck, as if there was nothing that could explain my food block and that I just needed to live with it.
It took me until I
was 26 to find out that there is an actual eating disorder that I can identify
with, Avoidant Restrictive Food Intake Disorder (ARFID). The National Eating
Disorders website has a great definition of ARFID that I totally relate to:
When I discovered
ARFID I immediately sent that description to my family, fiancé, and friends who
have seen me sit through countless meals I didn’t like (shout out to Cassie!!).
Their first response: well yeah, we always knew there was something more going
on with you.
That was when I
decided I wouldn’t be ashamed of my eating issues anymore, but instead would
work to try and hopefully like new foods. Like many things in my life, if I
don’t make my goals or ideas known to others then I give up after a week or
two. That’s why I decided to start this blog! It is an incredibly public way
for me to not only try to push my food boundaries, but hopefully help other
parents of ARFIDs, kids with ARFID, and even other adults who still deal with
it every day.
However, as the
definition notes, this disorder is rooted in fear. Instant regret filled me as
people came up with new ideas for me to try or what they think I should do
first. Even worse, I made the flippant comment that if I gained 1 million
followers I would try a hamburger. THAT got my roommates excited (they used my
grill more than I did!). Right after I told my fiancé and roommates I’d do
this, I wanted to back out. The reality of trying new foods more frequently
filled me with dread. Even worse I said I’d try hamburger-of all things! Why
would I want to risk ruining a good night out by trying something I don’t like?
Why waste money on food I might not eat?
But this is something I’ve dealt with since I was a kid and always hated. So. Here I am almost a year after the idea of this blog came to me and I’m finally starting it. I’m committed now, whether it truly gets me to trying a hamburger or not, I will work on this blog and myself in the process. I hope this helps anyone out there who either deals with ARFID personally, has a child with ARFID, or just needs new ideas to get their picky eaters to eat.
I will be constantly researching ARFID as I go, reading any book I can find on the topic and following other food blogs.
One note: I am not
an expert in eating disorders or mental illness. I am simply a woman trying to
work past this roadblock in my life and want you to follow along! I will be
continually researching ARFID as I go, so stay tuned for any new tidbits I find
interesting as I learn!
Second note: though
I believe I meet some criteria for ARFID, I have definitely not experienced
every symptom or definition. I’m lucky in that I have had family and friends
come alongside me even before I found out about ARFID and have been trying to
help me through my eating issues. I am starting from a very good place compared to where others are. If you believe
someone in your life has a worse degree of ARFID and needs professional help,
please encourage them to reach out to a professional
Feel free to comment
below or email me any questions you have for me. I can’t promise to answer
everything, but will do my best to help you out!
Hi all! I’m Laura Kessler, a notorious picky eater who has made some serious strides in expanding my palate over the last decade. Let me tell you a little about it.
Growing up, I always struggled with trying new foods. My parents dealt with me spitting out foods I didn’t like, crying in public over the food set in front of me, and outright refusing to even discuss trying new foods. It had gotten so bad I couldn’t sit by foods I didn’t like the look or smell of (I’m looking at you Swedish Sausage). How my mom ever got me to try new foods is a miracle — though I must admit, some minor bribing took place for things like oranges (ew) and bacon (OMG why did I fight it?!).
Many people attribute a child’s picky eating to them being stubborn to just not want to try new foods, whether they have an actual disorder is out of the question because they’re just trying to get attention. Though for some children this is true, for me it was the exact opposite. In fact, I believe I have the true eating disorder, Avoidant/Restrictive Eating Disorder (AFRID) that makes trying new foods a painful, and sometimes traumatic, event for me.
Thankfully, as an adult I no longer have the “if I try this food I will die” mindset, but trying new food is still an extreme fear of mine I haven’t been able to shake on my own. Parents of children with ARFID and adults with ARFID can get treatment to help work through it. I have not sought treatment, but instead have figured out a process I like to try new foods.
Though I’ve made some progress in trying new foods, I still find it difficult to be excited at the idea of going to a new restaurant, going out to eat with new people, or doing anything food related with people outside my close friends and family. It has been so bad that an anxiety has formed around food for me to the point that it’s unusual if I don’t feel nauseous at the idea of going out to eat at a new restaurant.
That being said,
I’ve looked for help, ideas, resources, etc. to try to expand my palate. When
preparing for this blog, I’ve googled picky eater blogs to try to see what
others are writing about and get a general idea of my approach. However, I
haven’t found nearly as many that offer tips/tricks for parents of or picky
eaters themselves. I’ve typically found recipes and ideas on “food even
your pickiest eater will love!” that, honestly, I wondered if they asked a
picky eater to try it before posting it (for example, spinach and snow pea
pasta?? No thank you!). Most blogs or recipes I’ve found have been written by
parents of picky eaters, not the eaters themselves. Now, that’s not to say all
posts/blogs I’ve read were unhelpful – on the contrary I found some I’ve agreed
with quite a bit – I just struggled to connect with these writers in a way that
would make me trust their suggestions or recipes.
That’s why I thought I’d begin this blog – to give other picky eaters or their parents an insider’s look into how I am managing my eating habits and am working towards expanding my palate. Through this blog, I hope to help others understand how picky eaters (including those with ARFID) view food, give tips and tricks to make trying food more appealing, and (hopefully) greatly expand my palate as well!
I must note, I am not a licensed dietician or chef by any stretch of the imagination. I am simply a woman trying to earn my Un-picky Eater status one blog post at a time.